Sunday, October 6, 2013
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
can't sleep, won't sleep
sorry for all of the videos lately... i don't think you'll necessarily go crazy over this one. but it's been getting me for a minute.
it's starting to set in that i'm alone. i've always been alone, we're ALL alone. i'm a slow learner. live in this careful constantly partial pause and i'm just here. i've hated almost every person i love this year... i'm being prepared to give myself something. it has to be, right? i remember a time when i couldn't even feel that. it's kind of incredible...hate creates this space that i've always kind of refused to be a part of my life. like a disease that wiggles in slowly and infects a sterile space. like i have no idea where i am, where i'm supposed to be. i haven't been writing. i've barely been reading. i have to get drunk to really dance. i am listening to music again. i am feeling all of this. i do exist, but i barely recognize myself.
Sunday, September 15, 2013
Thursday, September 12, 2013
Tuesday, September 3, 2013
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